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God Loves Me
It’s been about a week and half since we have been back from our vacation, and to be honest it has been very difficult to be back after being home for a short period of time. For me it has been difficult because while I was at home I was able to just reflect upon my time here in Washington. I was feeling completely dirty and unworthy of God during that time, which I know now was an attack from the enemy, but none the less it felt very real. So, at the beginning of being back I was very down and discouraged, thankfully my amazing fellow interns and director have been pouring into me from scripture and their own experiences with me that there is something lovely and loveable within me.
Dave our director read from Psalm 139 and told me this is what God thinks about you. Now I have a hard time believing anything good about me, but through this scripture and then everyone praying for me, I now believe there is something good in me. I know this probably isn’t the only time that I will confront with feelings of being unlovable, but now that I have believed it once and have been shown how God really thinks I’m worth the sacrifice He gave, I will be able to rest more in the Lord’s love for me.
If anyone who reads this is in the same type of place, I would encourage you to have someone read Psalm 139 to you, then have our friends and family tell you that you are loveable and completely loved by God. It may take a while to get through, but once it does I promise you that love of the Father will be with you always in the good times and bad as well.
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David Hibbard, 7/16/2010 |
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